J.Lo Battled Blues, 'Breakdown'

Jennifer Lopez admits to having had a “nervous breakdown” in 2002 and a weepy “hormone thing” 10 days after the birth of her twins in a previously unpublished interview excerpted at the Daily Beast. "I couldn’t get up fast enough to feed the babies," says Lopez of her post-baby meltdown. "I was crying and crying and going, ‘Oh, Papi...they’re going to know everybody more than me…They’re going to love everybody more than me!’"

As for the $6 million People paid her for first photos of babies Max and Emme: She and hubby Marc Anthony “gave a little bit” to charity and will “save the rest” for the twins, who she may send to a Scientology school: “The technologies that they have are very helpful." (More Jennifer Lopez stories.)