A despairing Lindsay Lohan is in "absolute hell" since her breakup with girlfriend Samantha Ronson last weekend, reports Us. LiLo described the evening Ronson's security guards blocked her from a party attended by her gal pal as the "worst night" of her life. "I'm really hurt. The whole situation is sick," she said in a series of teary phone calls and emails to the magazine.
Outside the Chateau Marmont party Lohan heard other celebs weighing in on the showdown. Nicole Richie walked by her uttering "uck," said Lohan. "I'm not a bad person. I was raised to treat people well, and I'm so tired of this drama," added the actress, who denied reports she's suicidal. "I'm a 22-year-old girl who's in love. I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse. Mean Girls was a movie."