Sean "Diddy" Combs took to Instagram on Sunday to comment publicly for the first time on the death of ex Kim Porter, the mother of three of his children. Alongside of video of the two of them that's been viewed nearly 6 million times, the 49-year-old wrote: "For the last three days I've been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven't. I don't know what I'm going to do without you baby. I miss you so much. Today I'm going to pay tribute to you, I'm going to try and find the words to explain our unexplainable relationship. We were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates. WE WERE SOME OTHER S---!! And I miss you so much. Super Black Love."
CNN reports the video features footage from a 2006 Essence shoot that shows a pregnant Porter dancing with Diddy as SWV's "When U Cry" plays. "We don't get a chance to see much" black love, Porter says, in extolling themselves as an example of it. She and Diddy split in 2007; their children are son Christian, 20, and 11-year-old twin daughters, Jessie James and D'Lila, per the New York Post. Porter, 46, was found dead Thursday in her Toluca Lake, Calif., home. No cause of death has been released. (Read more Diddy stories.)