Hef Hurt My Self-Esteem: Holly

Now that former Playmate Holly Madison is no longer a girl next door, she's opening up about how ex Hugh Hefner damaged her self-esteem. She also tells Life & Style why she turned to plastic surgery, PopEater reports.

• On Hef: "Living with Hef brought down my self-esteem a lot. I was comparing myself to the other girls. You have to look a certain way at the mansion."

• On plastic surgery: "Plastic surgery made it easier for me to get things I wanted in my career. Without it, I wouldn't be where I am today. It made me more confident. And a lot of doors open when you look a certain way."
• On the future: "I wouldn't consider more surgery—unless my body implodes after I have kids!"

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